Rambling thought

Tonight I found out that my ex, the man who repeatedly asked me to have children with him, is now 4 months along in a pregnancy with the girl he assured me "was his best friend only". 

As soon as 3 weeks ago we spoke and he never said anything. I had actually considered having kids with this man. We had been friends since we were 15 years old. At 35, both our options were narrowing and I thought our friendship might just be enough...

I am so much more upset than I imagined.

Under the weather

I know you're all thinking "whoa! She's updating the blog again?!?!?!" Yes it's true. Now that I discovered Blogger for iPhone, I will update more frequently. 

As I'm under the weather, I leave you with this pic of my beautiful niece:)

A Blood Red Sky

Tonight I saw Chad Calek's documentary A Blood Red Sky for the second time.

The first time I sat through the 6 hour gold event ticket I purchased, I saw not only the film, but evidence from other investigations and discussions. Tonight was no different, except we were treated to 22 minutes I hadn't seen.

My reaction to the movie the first time I saw it was a mixture of awe, sadness, anger and appreciation for the film maker and participants as much as the content. I found myself anxious for Joe, tense for Justin, feeling bad for Mary Beth and feeling an admiration for Chad considering the things he had to task his friends to do. After I saw the movie the first time, I raved to my friends.

Tonight, I took a friend with me to see the film. She into the paranormal, but also a little anxious and scared, reminding me of Joe. I knew after the pre films she was hooked:) I had pre-ordered American Ghost Hunter and had hoped to show it to her before attending the Blood Red Sky event. Due to a few snafoo's it didn't work out that way. Even though my pre-ordered copy is coming I decided to purchase a copy for her to get signed.

The new footage was a surprise and I enjoyed the new music added in. I enjoyed the movie just as much as the first time...if not more! This time around, I paid more attention to all the details. I don't feel like I missed anything this time, except the ability to see this film on a BIG screen at my local theatre. It was that damn good. 

As much as I want to see Calek movies on the BIG screen, I will admit, WHEN they make it there, I'll miss the intimate film showings with the Q & A after. I hope that never ends. If you want to be a part of helping to bring A Blood Red Sky to a theatre near you, you could purchase a copy of American Ghost Hunter here: http://www.aghthemovie.com 

Hurry up Mr. Calek and the AGH crew, I can't wait for the next film:)

An update

Things have been a little crazy in my world. I've been working like mad, and spending what free time I can with family.

My sister had a baby in August. This is my niece Chelsea

I absolutely love spending every free minute with her. She is the apple of my eye. 

Other than family, I took a vacation to Cuba in April

And I snorkelled in the Bay of Pigs, pictures above. It was an amazing thing, and I enjoyed every second. I actually relaxed and just did nothing!

When I got back to work, it was busy busy busy and hasn't stopped. I am hoping for a winter themed vacation in January. 

Off I go. I'll try to write more as I can do so from my phone now;) I love technology:) 

I am still here...although sometimes I wonder....

Hello my blog readers! It's another new year! I hope all of the holidays went well for you. This have been good in my neck of the woods, but very busy. I'm sorry I haven't kept up with the writing on here, but I have been swamped. I do hope to make a more regular return here in the spring. Until then, I miss writing here, and I'll try to pop in here from time to time and drop a line.